School Pictures 2012

Sudanese Come to America

We are studying reeducative strategies in my social change class.I thought this video was interesting.  Sometimes we forget how different our culture might be to others.  Arizona hosts the Lost Boys Center for political refugees but perhaps we have quite a bit to learn from the Sudanese too.

John's 10th Birthday Celebration/ Shun the Sun Race

John's birthday always falls on or around Thanksgiving.  This year he asked if we could celebrate a little early so people could come.  We started the morning early with a Shun the Sun race for skin cancer.  This was John's FIRST 5K and he really enjoyed it!

Do you see him at the start line with his buddies?

On your marks!

I did the 10K.  Here I am with the gals from church that I've recently come to know.

These are incredible women!

My number was really a surprise.  Adam and Ella waited patiently on the sidelines to cheer us on.  It was cold and early and they were very supportive.

Now on to John's birthday!!  First, we picked up his cake.  A fishing cake... this is a recent love John has developed!

We went all out for his 10th at an indoor trampoline park! There were about 20 children and adults too.  John said it was the best party of his life.  The kids jumped, bounced, dove into foam pits.  It was pure energy...which seems to be a theme for our family.

Happy birthday, John! 

John was surrounded with friends and family who love him very much and we felt blessed.  He also had a group of wonderful boys from school at the party and he's developing some amazing friendships already!  We are very proud of this young man.  It was a great weekend.

It's All My Fault

I've read semi-recent "professional" books, idiotic publications, and pseudo-scientific journal articles that try to jab mothers of autistics as the primary instigators of this neurological condition.

Ever since John was small, and we went to seek professional help with some concerns, there has consistently been a substantial amount of people in our society who believe that his autism is my fault.

I find this an utterly fascinating response.  I really do.  

I continuously battle with society's insults: 

Vaccines gave your child autism...you should have avoided vaccines, dummy!

If you would have taken more vitamin D and folic acid when you were pregnant, this could have been avoided.

If you would just do more at home with your child, you wouldn't have this problem.

You're labeling your child and it's not fair for him...you're ruining his life.

You're too hard on your child and that's why he behaves in a certain way.

You spend so much time with your autistic child, his sibling must feel neglected.

Even though this is "Refrigerator Mother", Bruno Bettelheim garbage, I can't escape a societal drift that is causing this stuff to seep into people's brains.  Not only do many people believe this stuff, they enjoy believing it.  It's MOM'S FAULT.

So, what if all of this is true?  What if I had avoided vaccines?  Taken two prenatal vitamins instead of one?  Spent more rigorous time engaging John in social play?  Avoided telling everyone about my concerns?  Let him do what he wanted to do?  Put Ella in the spotlight more?

Well, maybe-- just maybe, my kids would be better off.  Who knows?

Here's a story that helps me feel better:

I was sitting a school IEP meeting discussing a concern.  John had a particularly difficult morning because the water bottle I put in his backpack was not screwed on right and it spilled everywhere.

"It was my fault" I admitted to the IEP team.  I was clearly beating myself up.

The principal looked over at me and with the tone ONLY a mother could use said, "EVERYTHING is our fault.  Just remember this."  And suddenly all the mothers in the IEP meeting burst out in agreement.  

AMEN, sista'.

Here's another story:

I was waiting in line to see Elder David A. Bednar who was visiting our church last month.  John was sitting on the curb and Ella was standing beside me.  I met a very cheerful woman and her husband in line.  I quickly learned that she was a grandmother.  She looked at the snacks that I prepared for the kids and said.  "WOW!  Look at those healthy snacks! Good for you, Mom!" I felt very proud.

She explained that she was a nutritionist and that her kids ALWAYS had healthy snacks when they were little.  She told me how much her kids would hate all the healthy things she packed for them.

"We all traumatize our kids just a little bit, it keeps them humble." she said as she gave a jolly laugh. 

Yesterday, John stood up in sacrament meeting to share his testimony in front of the congregation.  "I'd like to share my testimony about Moms,"  he said.  "We should help our moms this week.  I think Moms are great, and they help us do a lot of stuff.  They help us be great."  And then he proudly sat down.  

I was really surprised, grateful, and worried people thought I forced him to say that!  But I didn't force him.  He said it on his own.

So I'm going to soak that up and brag about it too.  And hopefully we'll avoid too much of this:

p.s. - Ella is going to be in the Nutcracker in December.  WE. CAN'T. WAIT.

Camelback 2012

We took John and Ella for their first hike up Camelback Mountain!

It was windy and exciting.  Ella is such a good hiker and had to pull her little body up some very steep areas...I was so impressed.

John RAN up that mountain and I was shocked at how agile he was.  It is a strenuous climb even for adults...about 1200 feet in 1.2 miles.  If you haven't hiked Camelback, you might find it interesting that there are portions that are so steep there are welded handrails to use for hanging on with.

Way to go!

Halloween 2012

Ella wanted to be Dorothy for Halloween this year and I think her little pose for the photo is just fabulous.  

John asked me to pick out a costume for him this year!  At first he wanted to walk around with his leg over his shoulder because he is a pretty flexible guy.  I thought that would be a difficult "costume" to hop around for trick-or-treating.  He ran out of ideas so I grabbed this skeleton costume at the local party store.  He seems to be enjoying it very much.  Nothing like the walking dead and ruby slippers!

p.s. - Get a load of Ella's toothless smile.  She lost BOTH teeth in one weekend!
Happy Halloween!

Barry Family Photos 2012